I’m really tired but here are a few things that are on my mind.
I just need to get them down in writing and maybe I’ll feel a little better.
I want to work out but then there’s ice cream in my freezer. THE DILEMMA. I’m still stressing about financial aid for college. I seriously can’t afford it so I’m hoping that everything works out for me. I’ll keep praying about it all but I’m kinda scared :’| I only have 7 more school days and that’s it. I feel like as the year is coming to an end, a lot of my “friends” are ignoring me. I feel so alone and out of place at school. I don’t really have a group or anything that I belong to. I feel so awkward at snack, lunch, & after school because I have no where to go. I I finished my homework before 9 pm tonight. INSANE. A lot of people are irritating me. I just want some sleep. I’m stressing over Banquet decoration/awards. I just want it to be over. Variety show stuff is creepin’ up on me too and ugh. Can it just be June 15th already so all of this crap can be over? ok. I wanna dress nicely all week, and for the rest of the year actually. I’m addicted to instagram. I want some water. UGH, Should I work out? Maybe. I’ve decided that I’m not going to eat the ice cream though. Yay for me. OH, I have a lot of good looking friends. I’ve decided. I just got a nice comment from an anonymous person, it made me feel good. I can’t wait for summer. I can’t wait for college. I can’t wait for life. Help me, Jesus.