I’m really tired but here are a few things that are on my mind.

I just need to get them down in writing and maybe I’ll feel a little better.

I want to work out but then there’s ice cream in my freezer. THE DILEMMA. I’m still stressing about financial aid for college. I seriously can’t afford it so I’m hoping that everything works out for me. I’ll keep praying about it all but I’m kinda scared :’| I only have 7 more school days and that’s it. I feel like as the year is coming to an end, a lot of my “friends” are ignoring me. I feel so alone and out of place at school. I don’t really have a group or anything that I belong to. I feel so awkward at snack, lunch, & after school because I have no where to go. I I finished my homework before 9 pm tonight. INSANE. A lot of people are irritating me. I just want some sleep. I’m stressing over Banquet decoration/awards. I just want it to be over. Variety show stuff is creepin’ up on me too and ugh. Can it just be June 15th already so all of this crap can be over? ok. I wanna dress nicely all week, and for the rest of the year actually. I’m addicted to instagram. I want some water. UGH, Should I work out? Maybe. I’ve decided that I’m not going to eat the ice cream though. Yay for me. OH, I have a lot of good looking friends. I’ve decided. I just got a nice comment from an anonymous person, it made me feel good. I can’t wait for summer. I can’t wait for college. I can’t wait for life. Help me, Jesus.

Today was very interesting.

I’ll just sum it up.

I woke up around 11, and i watched this show called “Heroes,” which I recently became addicted to.

I did laundry and cleaned up my room a bit. Relaxed.

Went to Araya’s house and we danced and just sat around her bonfire pit.

Then we decided to go play hide and go seek at mayfair. AT NIGHT. It was fun at first, until we realized that people were missing. And there were helicopters all over in the air. It was freaking weird. I was starting to get worried because no one knew where Lindsay and Marilyn were. When we first found them, I wasn’t really interested as to why they were gone and didn’t respond to everyone caling their name, then I heard what happened. Just glad that everyone was alright.

Went back to Araya’s house and it was really quiet and awkward for about 10 minutes. People just kept talking about “not going off alone” and blah blah blah. I think it’ll be different if we ever do that again.

Went outside to play mafia, but ended up making s’mores and just talking. 

Went into the garage to watch “Paranormal Entitity” and that movie is 100 times worse than Paranormal Activity. It was just dummmmmb. Then a few of us watched “Teeth.” Well we fast-forwarded to all the “biting” parts. It was SICK! I’m traumatized D:

Then we all got driven home by Momma Nicks. I came home at 12 and now it’s already 2. WHERE DID THE TIME GO? I suppose I should sleep. GOODNIGHT.