I’m mad. I’m so tired and forget this math review packet I don’t even have to do star testing cause I’m a SENIOOOOOOOOOOOR. SO NO MR. NGUYEN I AM GOING TO SLEEP I AM SO VERY SORRY. OKAY GOODNIGHT.

Seeing cute couples makes me so mad! well not really, but I’m just like “whhyyyyyyy” I don’t even want to be in a relationship right now. I just wanna do cute stuff with a cute girl. Is that so much to ask for?

Seeing people with their best friends makes me mad too! More like, jealous, I guess. I just wish I had someone that I could tell anything to and be able to TRUST them. Someone who would text me FIRST. someone who just wants to be around me. & someone I could be myself with. The list goes on an on. I need a girl that’s like a sister to me and a guy that’s like a brother. Don’t think I’m gonna find that in high school though..

So yeah, I’m forever alone. No significant other. No best friend.

But it’s all good cause I got me, myself, and I.

(loljk it’s not all good, I’m mad.)

My voice frustrates me so much sometimes.

I HATE BEING A BASS THOUGH. 

I don’t see any benefits to it at all.

& this is me being all pissed about it right now.

Announcements @ School

On Tuesday, we did announcements, and at the end, you say have a marvelous monday, wacky wednesday, etc, etc. But we decided to say “HAVE A TYRA BANKS TUESDAY! FIERCE!!!11!!!1!” & then the lady in the front office came in and was like “….what did you say?” and we were like “we said tyra banks” and she responded with something along the lines of “guys! GUISE. that’s innapropriate. that’s not okay. no…no…no! no.” We just started laughing!

She mad she’s not as fierce as tyra baaanks. and she don’t like black people. We were so close to saying “Whitney Houston Wednesday” today, but we said “Wild Wild Wednesday” instead. OH GOSH, that was a great time.

Tyra, watch over us. JESUS, TAKE THE WHEEL.

When someone is mad at you but doesn’t tell you.

How tf am I supposed to know what’s going on? I am not a mind reader. Don’t ignore me. Give me a chance to tell my side, maybe? CONFRONT ME, and let’s work it out. That is, if our friendship is worth it.

Librarians.

We had to take some books to the library for the ASB advisor today.

WHEN DID LIBRARIANS GET SO MEAN?!

The lady, who I thought was super nice, YELLED AT US.

She was like “GET THE FUCK OUT OF MY LIBRARY NOW”

Okay well it wasn’t exactly those words but she was yelling so loud she might as well have been cussing.

She said we couldn’t turn in the books without a pass.

& the other library lady was like “We can’t take your books right now, we are too busy”

I look around and it’s a desert. All I see is tumbleweeds.

The library was empty.

If you don’t want your books back I might as well throw them away.

I understand that they were just trying to stay organized, but she approached it the wrong way. You don’t yell at students. You aren’t even a teacher, you’re a librarian. Go organize some books or something.

I’m scarred for life and I never wanna go back to the library for a while.

Im so funking upset!

I try not to let it get to me. But you somehow always manage to make me mad.

You are not an example of what a leader should be.

I can’t say the reasons why because then it would be super obvious.

I’m not trying to call anyone out, I’m just saying.

All of my work in ASB goes un-noticed. It pisses me off.

If I wasn’t even in the class, no one would care. 

I guess that’s what happens.

ASB is so different now.

I’m upset.

It’s not fair.

I hate popularity contests.

Bribery is stupid.

Choose somebody who will get shxt done. 

I don’t know what you will do next year, but this year, you haven’t proven that you deserve all that you’ve gotten.

At this point I don’t even care anymore.

We’re not even friends, we’re acquaintances, if that.

The thought of you makes my blood boil with anger.

I’ll just stay in the background.

Next year, I’m going to make Showtime my priority.

& I’ll let you handle this. I’m not gonna say anything.

I’m gonna take care of me and do what I’m supposed to do.

You go turn ASB around. I’m done.