I can’t wait to go back to school so I can work out. Finals week and the holiday season has really set me back. I would start working out now but I don’t have a gym pass or weights here at home. The struggle. Time to go hard and make some progress.

I start school tomorrow.

I’m actually starting to get terrified now. I don’t know what to expect. I read the syllabus for my Play Analysis class and Psych class and there’s so much I have to do! Not to mention, we are on the quarter system, so we only have 10 weeks to do all of this. Plus there are so many clubs I want to join and I wanna get involved in my Hall Council and get a job as a D.A. Welp, here’s to like 5 hours of sleep every night again. But it’s all good because I’m super happy and excited and I’m finally a college student. TOO EXCITED! Here’s to an awesome and productive first quarter at UCSB.

Yesterday, my aunt surprised me with $100 so I decided I would buy some clothes for school since the only new clothes I really had was a cardigan and some bracelets and socks. (Most of my money I had this summer went to dorm stuff and college fees). So I went crazy and bought some jeans, shirts, sweaters, and shoes. I’m pretty sure that money was gone even faster than I got it. But I’m happy, so it’s all good. 5 more days until UCSB.

College + Money + Dorming

So at first I only wanted to be in a double room for dorming in college, but now I want to be in a triple. Because it’ll give me a chance to have a different roommate other than someone I already know. Plus it knocks about $3,000 off of my room and board cost. UCSB sent out an email a few weeks ago saying that 2/3 freshmen will be in triples & I’m really hoping that I am one of those people because like i said cheaper and meeting someone new. Also, my tuition/room & board for fall quarter has to be paid by September 15 and I still haven’t gotten my official award letter so I’m freaking out a little bit ok. That leaves about a month to figure all this money out. I have a $500 scholarship that I got at Senior Awards Night but wow. I think I’ll have to take out loans. Wow, college costs too much money ugh. Why can’t I just get a quality education at a realistic, affordable price? Anyway, so yeah I’m just venting about my college/financial woes~

FINALS WEEK.

I think I’ll do pretty well in Government, English, and Econ.

I’m pretty worried about Math though. I have an 82% in the class so this Final is basically gonna allow me to keep my B, or cause me to get a C. I really don’t wan’t a C on my final transcript. NO. GO AWAY. NOT ACCEPTABLE. So I’m going to get off of Tumblr and go study for the rest of the day, and tomorrow, and Tuesday. ugh. Then I take the test on Wednesday omg. Wish me luck guys~

Jesus, take the wheel.

Sometimes I wish I didn’t give a fxck about my grades or school in general. But then I think, nah, I wanna be successful in the future. These long, tiring nights will all be worth it someday. I’ll suffer for now. Work hard, play even harder.

I’m always in a better mood when I’m at home than when I’m at school.

Today is a scholarship kind of day.

Since it’s my last semester of high school, It’s finally hitting me that I will be attending college after this. But I’m a broke @$$ b!tch so I need to figure out ways to pay for college. SOOOO, I’m gonna be doing scholarships all day today, and my goal is to fill out one a week from now until the end of the school year. It seems kind of crazy, but I seriously don’t want to pay a cent for college and I can’t really afford it either sooo…..SCHOLARSHIPS.

This has been a college related post.

Why is it so easy to wake up early if I’m going to do something fun, but it’s nearly impossible to wake up early for school? Maybe I should just pretend that I’m going on an adventure everyday when I wake up. That sounds good. Trying it tomorrow morning.

Day 4: What would you do if you were the principal of your school?

If I was principal of my school, I would try my best to make sure that everyone could get a quality education I would also lighten up on dress code. As long as we can’t see your arse, boobs, wee wee, etc, you’re good. I’d try to get better food in the cafeteria if I have to cook that ish myself! I would try to create a friendly environment between everyone on campus. There’s only so much a principal can do, but I’d try to do whatever it takes to make my school A+.

I just wanna sit on Tumblr all day and be lazy.

But I gotta take care of business cause I have a math test on Monday & Tuesday and I also have a concert tomorrow. Can it please just be winter break already? PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE.

I had a good week off from school.

I saw the people I wanted to see and hung out with those I felt like being around.

Now, I have to go back tomorrow and see all the rest of the people I can’t stand. OH GOD, please help me this week. Just help me get through these next 4 weeks.

So this weekend has totally been one to reflect upon. A lot has happened, and then again, NOTHING has happened, if that makes sense. I’m not really ready to go back to school and face all this bs, but only one week, and we get a break again for Thanksgiving. THE LORD IS TOO GOOD TO ME.